Hyperemesis Gravidurium Round 10...

Many of my friends call me crazy! They say I should be happy to have my Son and Daughter and that I should stop trying to have another baby. So, I go through my pregnancy's alone telling only a few close friends. I can't tell anyone else just in case I lose the baby; I know how they must feel when we bump into one another at Wal-Mart and they say, "How is the pregnancy going? You look great!" As the look emptiness is left upon my face and I have to reply, "The baby went to be with God!" It is at that moment that I have often wondered why I want so much to have another baby after the Hell that my family and I have been through during my pregnancies; Now 10 of them because of Hyperemesis Gravidarum.

HG has caused my family so much pain and suffering. However, I have decided that I am not going to allow it to prevent me from having the children my husband and I so desire. We are taking a stand; I love my 2 children and they are the reason I want another baby. It is Orion and Destiny that have given me life. Being a Mom is the most wonderful and rewarding experience in the world. My husband supports me in our plans to have another baby.

I love being a Mom; holding them for the first time, hearing their first cry and guiding them through life. When I was a little girl I remember playing house and always pretending that I had 12 babies. I wanted a large family and HG has taken my dream away from me.

I wanted to be a happy pregnant Mommy with the pregnancy glow and the cute tummy. Instead while I am pregnant; I am malnourished, dying, and unable to eat and drink!

Our Babies in Heaven are Our Angels here on Earth! God sent us many Angels and We are Blessed!!!

Hope Nicole 2-6-99 HG Hero and home with GOD
Faith Nicolette 2-6-99 HG Hero and home with GOD
Orion Brock 11-30-00 HG Survivor
Destiny Rochelle 3-18-03 HG Survivor
Topanga Ashleigh 5-27-04 HG Hero and home with GOD
Sophia Bayleigh 6-20-05 HG Hero and home with GOD
Charlie Ray 1-15-06 HG Hero and home with GOD
Ayden Rae 6-12-07 HG Hero and home with GOD
Perri Rae 7-23-08 HG Hero and home with GOD
Seth Kade 12-17-08 HG Hero and home with GOD
Baby on Board Due 9-23-09

Who is aware of this pregnancy! My husband and One friend... I wish I could announce Our wonderful news to the world!



More to come! This is a work in progress...